Cr: Orig Owner
This story inspired by the picture above, I hope if you the original owner of that pic, you don’t mind that I use it as my poster, thank you so much for your pic, I really love it
Warning : AU/Angst/NC 17/Mpreg
Pairing : Yunho/ Jaejoong (Yunjae), Yunho/ Taemin (Yuntae)
Author Rant : If you dislike Yunjae or Yuntae click back, and if mpreg is not cup of your tea then GTFO, I don’t want you to rant about my fics in your twitter! Hell yes I love yuntae, homin, yunjae and yunram. If you hate the way I ship them, the door is open for you to leave 〆(｀･∀･´o)
Thanks ~Boongie
Summary
Yunho date jaejoong for almost a year in their high school, both deeply in love, they ignore the biggest border between them, yunho coming from wealthy family while jaejoong just an orphan, yunho reassured him that he will accept jaejoong no matter what,
They spent so many times together with his love, they both loved and laugh together. When jaejoong sure that this love will last forever, he was wrong. Suddenly yunho changed, he become so cold and avoid jaejoong, he thought the other man just need more space for himself. One day jaejoong found himself that he is pregnant with yunho’s child. The reaction from yunho is so far away from what he expected. Yunho refused to responsible and told jaejoong to abort the child.
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Kim jaejoong always thought that life was good. He was young and his life always wonderful. Lately he’s dating someone, his friend in high school, Jung yunho. Handsome guy who love to dance and has charismatic aura around him, yunho always popular among other students, he is coming from wealthy family, his father known as best lawyer in south korea.
At first, jaejoong always recognize yunho as egotistic and obnoxious brat for his behaviour, but it turns to be friendship after the teacher pairs them in biology class. Jaejoong realize that yunho only put cold mask to cover his true self, he then knew that yunho hate it when people try to approach him just because he is son of jung.
Three months after they finish their project in biology, they keep seeing each other. Yunho always told jaejoong that he is funny and easy going, he glad to make yunho laugh for his jokes.
He still remembers when yunho told him that his life feels brighter after Jaejoong come into his life. Jaejoong was the man that yunho had been searching for in his whole life. Yunho treated jaejoong so gently.
Jaejoong promise himself that will give yunho anything to make him happy and forget about the burden he has for his family. Next month after they dated, Yunho decide to move in his own apartment his family bought for him. The apartment is so luxurious, sometimes he felt so dirty to touch yunho, the man is like a prince from other world while he just a filthy orphan.
But he doesn’t care since yunho reassured him that he will accept jaejoong no matter what, yunho was madly and deeply in love with jaejoong so he didn’t give a fuck for little things like that.
Jaejoong couldn’t be happier, he now has someone to share and also he has more time to spend together with his love. “I love you boojae..” that’s what yunho always said to him. They spent so many time, they both loved and laughed together.
This love will last forever, nothing could change that.
Or so jaejoong thought
There was no sign of trouble until yunho acting strange, he wasn’t as talkative as he used to be. Yunho rare to ask him sleep over in his apartment again, though jaejoong come over, it was for sex only and soon after they finished yunho will ask him to go home.
Something definitely wrong, when they had sex, yunho never kiss him again. Yunho always said that kissing is something sacred, it share between lovers who deeply in love.
One day yunho asked jaejoong if it would be okay if they spend some time apart. Jaejoong reluctantly agreed with yunho request. He left behind with a broken heart. In school, they never speak or sneaking in the janitor room in lunch time anymore for kissing passionately before they can spend private time in yunho’s apartment.
Yunho become completely a stranger for him.
Jaejoong is not ready to begin living alone again, he is orphan now, sure he has no trouble for money since their parents left him amount of money in bank, so he can survive at least until he graduated from high school.
He used to be lonely, but then he used with yunho beside him, he tried many times to call yunho but he never answer and never reply his messages.
How could someone who seemed to be so deeply in love with him not wants to talk with him anymore? Did yunho have a heart? How could his feelings for him die so quickly? What did jaejoong did wrong? He was incredibly confused.
He doesn’t want to push yunho to love him fully, but then it was change when he started to throw up every morning in the bathroom. He thought he’s going to die for uncured disease, but when the doctor told him that he’s pregnant, he exclaimed happily and can’t stop to giggling.
I’m pregnant.. with yunho’s child.. my child.. our child..
He’s happy, and he thought yunho gonna be happy too.
***
“Yun.. I’m..” jaejoong paused “I’m pregnant yunho” he finish his words before yunho can blink.
“What?” Yunho’s eyes wide open, his mouth gaped.
“I’m pregnant yunho.. two weeks already..with your child”
Yunho thought that maybe he misheard but when he ask jaejoong and get same answer his heart felt like stopped beating.
Jaejoong bit his lower lips, he could see how mess up yunho expression right now, it was shock, disbelief, anger and doubts written all over his face.
Yunho looked up sharply at jaejoong, there was only seriousness no tenderness at all. “So?”
“What do you mean? This child is yours yun..” Jaejoong really want to cries desperately.
Jaejoong was looking at him, waiting for older boy to talk but yunho was at a loss of words, for the first time in his life.
“How could you prove it, it can be anyone child!”
“Yunho! How could you say that to me! You know I never slept with anyone else but you!”
He knew it, jaejoong will never slept with anyone else, he just tried to find excuse, he didn’t want to become a father, he’s not ready yet, he just sixteen, his parent going to kill him if they knew it.
He cursed at his horny self, it was his fault, with his high sex drive, he always ended up to fuck jaejoong in almost chances, and it was his fault to that he lost count how many times he came inside jaejoong without condom.
“Damned!” He screamed, it was the first time he raised his voice in front of jaejoong, it was all too soon for him. He hadn’t enjoyed his life and so many things he wanted to do, he doesn’t want to tied down just because jaejoong pregnant with his child.
“It couldn’t be mine!”
Jaejoong gasped, he couldn’t believe it yunho will act that way, where all the love he said for him go. Maybe he’s too naïve, he should have known, what did he expect yunho to do, it so stupid that he even waiting for yunho to be happy after he told him “Yunho please don’t be like this, you know it was yours”
He wait for yunho to say something but he didn’t. “Fine..” said jaejoong, his voice catching as small sob escaped “I won’t push you to responsible if you don’t want anything to do with this child”
Yunho looked at jaejoong, he was grabbing his jacket in middle of the room and ready to leave from yunho’s apartment, his cheek rained down by tears. His body trembling, jaejoong doesn’t know if he can walk properly since his vision blurry by the tears.
Jaejoong should to know, how could he so stupid, how could he think that yunho want to build family with filthy orphan like him.
“Jaejoong!” yunho hold his arms, jaejoong stopped walking but he didn’t turn around, he avoided yunho’s eyes. Deep inside his heart, he wished that yunho would change his mind.
Yunho wrapped his arms around jaejoong, he rested his head on jaejoong’s shoulder and whispered seductively into jaejoong’s ear “jaejoong, you know I love you right?” he kiss jaejoong neck and lick the skin of jaejoong’s ear, jaejoong tensed for a moment but relaxed, he stop to crying for a moment, feeling the touch of yunho.
“Yun..”
“Think about it, we’re sixteen, still so young to be parents for a child, we have so many things we want to do” Yunho keep kissing jaejoong neck, he even make kiss mark there, jaejoong felt yunho hard length pressing against his butt, jaejoong shut his eyes enjoying the touch, he knew yunho always horny, they just had three rounds sex before jaejoong told him the news, and now yunho hard again.
“Abort it jaejoong” said yunho softly.
What
Jaejoong eyes wide open, jaejoong turned around so quickly and slapped yunho hard on the face. Yunho touched his cheek, and glared hard at jaejoong.
“Are you crazy! How dare you hit me”
“Yes! I’m crazy! I’m crazy because I was fall in love with heartless bastard like you! How could you say that! Do you really want to kill our child?!”
Jaejoong felt miserable, his body shaking. All this time he was wrong, he always thought yunho had changed, he thought yunho was different “I really disappointed at you yunho”
Yunho can’t find right words to say, he finally say something that once more hurts jaejoong’s “That child is not mine..” Yunho looked straight into jaejoong’s eyes to find them burning with betrayal and rage, glaring with pure hatred.
Jaejoong walked out and slammed the door so hard. His heart breaking, he began to cry in his way through the corridor outside, he stop in the corner, crying so hard until he start to hyperventilate.
I know he never love me, I know our world is different, he is jung yunho after all. Jaejoong thought sadly.
“Oppa…” yunho blink and back to the boy who calling for him, his eyes look concern at him “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine, sorry ..”
“What are you thinking?” the boy pouted his lip “Do you felt bored to have lunch with me”
“What..? No! Of course not! I just remember something” Yunho stated simply, the boy raised narrow his eyes
“Don’t think about anything but me”
Yunho laughed, he pinched the boy nose who sitting in front of him, the boy glare at him “Oppa! It hurts!”
“I’m sorry but you’re too cute taemin…”
“Oppa stop treating me like a kid, I’m almost seventeen now!”
“Okay..okay.. can we start to eat now? I’m hungry”
The boy nodded. Yunho hide his smile when he secretly watching the boy, taemin, eating his food like five years old. He met the boy five months ago, he is one of his patient, the boy keep coming to the hospital just to meet him, and this boy ignored his warning not to call him oppa, but then when he knew that taemin has no parents just one brother, he taking the urge to be his another big brother. Taemin live alone just with his brother, the boy never told him about his parents and yunho didn’t ask him though.
At first he felt uneasy with taemin, but there was something about the boy that makes him felt happy whenever he around. Taemin remind him of jaejoong, his first love, the one he hurts the most.
He sighed, their child, it should be around taemin’s age if jaejoong didn’t abort it, No, if he never asked jaejoong to abort it. It was his fault after all, and now he can’t get rid of his past, he keep thinking about jaejoong and never forget him, his first love, the one in his life.
“Oppa.. would you come to my house today?” Taemin mumbled through his mouthful of food. “My hyung want to meet you, he said he want to meet the doctor who taking care of me”
“So he is hyung for you and I’m your oppa?” Yunho smirk but then turned immediately only to stare into another pouty lip. “Sure..we’ll go to your house after we finish our lunch, since I’m off of duty today”
They finish their lunch, at first they have small quarrel since the boy resist to pay for the bill. But then taemin gave up when yunho told him, if he resist to pay the bill, they won’t eat lunch together again. Yunho won with sulking taemin who now sit beside him in the way to the boy house.
“Hey come on, it’s normal for me to pay, stop sulking taemin, do you really think I’ll let you, high school boy to pay?”
Taemin was so deep into his thoughts that he jumped slightly when yunho poked him in the ribs. “Oppa!” Taemin snapped at yunho who was grinning sheepishly.
“I can’t concentrate driving if you keep sulking like that, you’ll grow older faster taemin if you always angry”
“I’m not angry, and I’m not old, I’m not like you who has many wrinkle in your face!” taemin sticking his tongue out and then back to stare at the view from the window.
Yunho laughed “Can’t help, maybe I’m thirty but I still have many girls falling in love with me”
“Thirty four not thirty, don’t forget that old man” Taemin spat to correct yunho’s words.
Yunho laughed so hard, sure is the boy never let him win every time they argue for something “And you’re seventeen years old teenage boy who love to make a friend with an old man”
Taemin’s mood worsened, yunho smirk, he like to tease the boy. Taemin stop to argue, he been paying attention to window, sometimes he humming a song, and it surprised yunho since the song was an old song he love to sing for jaejoong in the past before.
Tell me why, why did I end up falling in love with you
There isn’t anybody else, you’re the only one for me
If only you had known
I’ve felt the same for you
Minutes later yunho park the car in front of a small house, taemin run quickly inside, leave yunho alone in front door “Hyung.. I’m home”
Yunho stood dumbly, his eyes staring inside the house, it was small, but neat, so many picture of taemin in the wall, yunho smile when he saw taemin’s pic when he still a baby.
He held his breath as he heard footsteps coming to his direction
“Ah sorry to make you stand there..” Yunho head shot up immediately when he heard the familiar voice.
Yunho’s eyes widened in surprise at the man standing in front of him, and he felt his heart ached when he saw the state of the man was in. He was pale and he looked tired, and skinny. He had dark circles under his eyes. Tears were running down on the man’s cheeks, and his eyes full of horror after he saw yunho.
“Jae…” he said with soft voice mixture of fear and worry. Yunho paused to think for a while before saying. He surprised about the fact that taemin was brother of jaejoong. But, jaejoong parents dead when he is fifteen, this kind of question running in his head but then suddenly everything clicked together like puzzles.
Taemin is not jaejoong’s brother, he is his son, their son, that day jaejoong lied to him when he said that he abort the child and he lied to taemin too when he said they’re brothers “Oh my God..” Yunho said as realization hit him square in the chest.
~TBC~
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