Warning : AU/Angst/NC 17/Mpreg


Pairing : Yunho/ Jaejoong (Yunjae), Yunho/ Taemin (Yuntae), Yunho/ Changmin (Homin), Jaejoong / Yoochun (Jaechun)


Author Rant : If you dislike Yunjae or Yuntae or Homin click back, and if mpreg is not cup of your tea then GTFO, I don’t want you to rant about my fics in your twitter!


And if you hate the way I ship them, the door is open for you to leave

〆(`・∀・´o) GO AWAY!!  This is my fanfic I can write whatever I want

Note : For Yoochun fans I’m sorry but in this fic I have to make him as a bad guy (forgive me kay? *runs)

Thanks ~Boongie





Yunho date jaejoong for almost a year in their high school, both deeply in love, they ignore the biggest border between them, yunho coming from wealthy family while jaejoong just an orphan, yunho reassured him that he will accept jaejoong no matter what,


When jaejoong sure that this love will last forever, he was wrong. Suddenly yunho changed, he become so cold and avoid jaejoong, he thought the other man just need more space for himself. One day jaejoong found himself that he is pregnant with yunho’s child. The reaction from yunho is so far away from what he expected. Yunho refused to responsible and told jaejoong to abort the child.


Jaejoong told him that he aborted the child, but what will happen when yunho find out that jaejoong never aborted the child seventeen years ago.









Chapter 3


“But dad I love him!” Yunho hoped his voice hadn’t sounded as shaky when he said it, he move closer to a man he respect and fear the most at the same time.


“He is not worthy for you! Break your relationship with than orphan!” The word is clear, yunho feel his heart burn in anger as he clenched his hands into fist.


“I won’t! I always let you control my life! But now I will never let you control me anymore!”


His father rose from his seat, his already wrinkled brow creasing further.


“You dare to against my order?” his father responded calmly. “Do you think you can survive without me? You’re just spoiled little brat!”


“I can live without your money!”


“Really?” The older man chuckled ironically, a vicious grin in his face. “Sure you do, but can your sister survive? You knew it right that Jihye suffer for his cancer? How long do you think she can survive without my money paying for her hospital bill?”



For a moment yunho stared at his father, trying to piece together those words that spoken from him. “Did you just use Jihye to threaten me?” It seemed like he was having hard time breathing, his chest hurt, he had no idea what his father talking about “How could you dad! She is your daughter! And you use her for your own benefit!”


“She is not my daughter, your dead mom cheat on me with other man! She think she can keep that secret to her grave but it such a pity that I knew it right before she died!”


Yunho step back, his face twisted in anger for a moment before shifting once more into distress.


He had a dozen questions burning in the back of his mind


Jihye is not his blood sister.


His mother cheated with other man.


His dad uses his sister to make him follow his order.


 That confusion question keep running inside his head.“What if..what if I’m not your son either?” He paused catching his shaking breath “Don’t you think you wasted your money for me”


His father stared at him, unmoved. “I’m not that stupid yunho, I checked your DNA over and over again until I was sure that you’re indeed my son.”


Yunho’s eyes got really big, he looked shocked, scared. “I..i’ll be happier to hear that I’m not your son, at least I can relieved that I’m not a devil’s son!”


“I’m a devil? Don’t you think i was kind enough to raise Jihye like my own child?!” The older man spat. “Stop this non sense! This is an order, leave that orphan! Told him to abort the baby, I will pay for it. If I caught you still seeing him, I will stop my support for Jihye, without medical treatment she will die immediately.”


Yunho was still dazed. He wanted to wake up, to find that this whole awful scenario his life had become was just a bad dream, and soon he will wake up from it. “Think about it my son.” His father whispered as he walked through the door and leave yunho alone in that empty big house.


Suddenly anger mixed with confusion and depression, he felt as his heart ripped from his body. He had no words now, nothing but angry, confused, hurt feelings coursing through his veins.


“I’m sorry jae..”



Changmin woke up, he heart soft sounds of sleeping yunho beside him. The bed was warm, like it had been in the past when they still sleep together here. Changmin pulled the blanket to cover their bodies. Last night was incredible, yunho looked exhausted and asleep after they had sex on the sofa and changmin with so much effort bring him back to his bedroom.



He missed yunho so much, and he glad that right now his husband sleeping beside him. Changmin stared at yunho who curled up beside him on the bed. Yunho still naked covered only by changmin’s robe. Changmin stroking his husband cheek softly, he remembered about last night when both of them driving in rough sex, that was the first time after almost a year they had sex again. He smiled watching his husband when he still sleeping like a child.



Yunho mumbled something between his sleep, “Jae..” suddenly all happiness shattered like broken glass when he heard that name.


Changmin pushed yunho’s body away from him.


Jaejoong jaejoong jaejoong jaejoong What so good about him? Why can’t he satisfied with me?


Changmin cursed in his mind, he was angry and jealous even with only a mention of that name. Almost three years they married and yunho never stop bringing that name in their life. It was yunho’s ex name, it’s not bother changmin at first knowing that yunho, dated many men and women in his life, but this one is the only one he remembered, there must be something special in jaejoong that made yunho keep thinking about him. And it was unpleasant thing for changmin.


“Good morning..” changmin said, keeping his voice soft as he hide anger within. Yunho open one eye before rolling to lays on his back “Morning min”


“Want to breakfast or shower first?”


Yunho sighing, he stretched and pushing himself up into sitting position before he realized that he wore nothing and he felt sticky.


Yunho opening his second eye as he realize that he was naked “Did we..”


“Sex?” Changmin said quickly “Yes, many times until I lost count how many times you came in me”


Yunho a little bit hesitant but in the end he said it softly “Sorry.. I never mean to”


“What does it matter?” Changmin answered loudly, leaning himself to kiss yunho. “We’re married, it’s normal for us to had sex”


“We already discussed about this changmin,” Yunho said, swiftly moving out of the bed. “We no longer husband and wife in next couple months, we’re in progress to divorce”


Changmin get up from the bed, moving closer to yunho, his head leaned forward and he kissed yunho with passion he had shown last night “Give me second chance yunho, let me prove my self that I can change to be a better person and I’m worthy for your love” he whispered “I love you yunho”


Yunho pushed his wife’s body from him lightly, he gave him apologetic glance “I did changmin, I was once love you until I found you slept with another guy, and for our love, I gave you one more chance but you ruined it and betrayed me again, and again”


“I stop seeing kyuhyun! And swear to God I never cheat on you again!” Changmin felt the tears ready to sliding down his face, but he fought the urge to cry “Please yunho.. give me one more chance.. I know you still love me..” he pleaded.


“I..can’t changmin..I’m sorry” Yunho smiled bitterly, “I’m just human changmin, I can be hurt, I can feel pain. And I don’t want to feel it again.”


Changmin let the silence return, the tears running down on his face, his stare lingered in the doorway, watching as his husband figure leaving him alone in their used to be bedroom.


It was his fault, his mistakes, yunho telling the truth. He gave changmin chances but he always end up to cheat on him again and again.



Why we always end up hurts someone we love?



Yunho walked to the bathroom, his body is sticky and he is exhausted, the memory of last night with changmin vaguely playing in his mind. But it wasn’t something that bothered him, it was about his ex-lover, jaejoong, and his son though yunho didn’t know yet if taemin is his son or not. He tried not to think about anything, finding that taking a bath maybe will be the perfect way of relieving some of his stress. Yunho dropped the silky robe from his body and climbed into the tub. He rested in the water, washed his hair and cleaned his face.



The felt of guilt, shame and disgust of himself filling his head, he can’t stop thinking about taemin, a young boy he always spend time with is his son, his SON with jaejoong.



Yunho had million questions in his mind, each demanding attention in its own right begging to be asked. He drained the water and stepped out, drying himself off before dressing himself. If he gonna ask someone it just one person who can give him answer. He has to meet jaejoong.




The man took a moment to ring the bell, he was standing in the front door almost half an hour, thinking about possibilities that may come up. But what ever may happen, he braves himself to take the risk. He needs to talk with jaejoong. Talk about their son, and it was the right time since taemin in school and today he has day off from his duty as a doctor.



He take a deep breath as he push the bell, “I’m coming” he heard the voice from the inside, the door open with jaejoong’s eyes widened to find who is coming to his house.


“Jae..?” Yunho staring at him, curious expression crossed his face as he catches bruise on jaejoong neck. Yunho looking at his ex-lover wrist, there is another bruise there with finger shaped mark, jaejoong quickly pulls his sleeve down to cover it when he notice yunho staring at it. Yunho look at jaejoong’s face.


At their first time encounter, yunho noticed how truly awful his ex-lover looked, red puffy eyes and dark circles around his eyes from lack of sleep. But those bruises, he didn’t see it yesterday. There was something different about jaejoong, something almost broken looking.


“What are you doing here?!” He snapped. Yunho flinched at his words.


“I want to talk jae” Jaejoong’s breath was coming in short, he trying desperately to hold back the tears circling beneath his eyes. “I want to know about our son”


Jaejoong’s hands pushed his hair from his face, and he gave a desperate looks on his face “Our son? He is MY SON! He never be yours!! And nothing to talk between us anymore!” There were more tears in his eyes now, and jaejoong’s eyes widened as yunho try to step closer over him. Yunho moved to stand over jaejoong, towering his thin figure. Jaejoong flinched as yunho dropping to his knees and dipping his head.


“I don’t care what you do, hit me, kick me, do what ever you want, but please jae.. please let me know the truth” Yunho’s face flashed with hurt and rejection, but he remained where he was. Jaejoong felt a pang of guilt stab at his heart. “I know jae, what I’ve done to you is unforgivable, but if only I can fix it, I would do anything”


“Almighty Jung Yunho pleading in front of filthy orphan” Jaejoong hissed laughing bitterly, tears running down his face, his eyes red. “I wonder how your father react if he know this” He laughed cynically.


“You ruined my life yunho, and now you begging me to telling you the truth?” he said, his voice low and utterly empty “You’re selfish bastard yunho! You always be! Only your dead can make me happy after what you did to me!”




Yunho was searching for words, he hasn’t something to say, he doesn’t want to defend himself, because from the beginning it was his fault “If my death can bring your happiness back I will surrender my life for you jae”


Jaejoong’s face blanked with shock for a brief moment until he found his anger back once more “You’re pathetic yunho, you can do anything with your life, I don’t care.” he said, bitterness stringing his words together. “But don’t you ever try to told taemin about us, I’ll fucking kill you if you did”


Jaejoong shoved yunho’s body away, “Don’t come back again!” a twisted feeling of utter satisfaction snaking through him as he see pain crossing yunho’s face when he fall. Before yunho could utter another word, jaejoong shut the door so hard, giving no chance to talk.


Jaejoong stood before his door, his body become weak as he sliding down to the floor. He still can heard yunho voice pleading for his forgiveness. But he can’t, he can’t forgive yunho yet, because what he has caused in his life was unbearable. Yunho’s voice had been so sad, jaejoong fighting with himself, he doesn’t want to open the door and allow his ex-lover entrance. He refused to show weakness in front of yunho.


“I’ll come again jae..” slowly he heard yunho’s voice behind the door, jaejoong rose from the floor and peeking through the curtain from his window. Yunho made his way towards his car and minutes later he gone.



Jaejoong buried his face into his palm, he closed his eyes as he feeling his tears in his cheeks. He had been promised to himself that he will never cry because of yunho again. But the fact that how he missed his ex-lover, frustrated him. He needed the comfort yunho once used to give when jaejoong can feel safety in the other man embrace.


“Who is that?” The voice make jaejoong startled.


“H..he is my friend” his body trembling when yoochun coming closer. Yoochun took jaejoong’s chin in his hands “Only friend? Then why were you crying?” yoochun raised one of his eye brow.


“I..i just..” Jaejoong bit his lips.


“Why you look so scared? If you telling me the truth why did you trembling?” Yoochun started to kiss his neck.


“No..not now, taemin will be home, I don’t want him to see us” Jaejoong said, he pulling himself away from the man. Yoochun keep a firm grip on his wrists and pulling him back towards him until no space between them anymore.


“Let me remind you jae” Yoochun leaning closer to whisper in jaejoong’s ear “Whatever I want, you should give it to me. You’re my slut and you have to obey me”


Jaejoong release his wrist from yoochun grip and trying to get away from him. “I’m not your slut!” with that jaejoong get one slap on his face.


Yoochun slamming his body against the wall “I think you need more lesson from me to make you realize that I own you” Yoochun punch him hard in the face until jaejoong fell onto the floor. “That guy, who is he?”


“H..he is my… friend”


“Liar!” Yoochun screamed and kick him in the stomach. “Who is he!”


Jaejoong shook his head “I’m not lying, he just my friend” he struggle to break away from him. Yoochun is on top of him while he straddled jaejoong’s waist, trapping him against the floor.


“Are you testing my patient jae?” his voice within anger “If you didn’t tell me who is he, I’ll fuck you in front of taemin, do you really want that?”





Yoochun started to touch his body, his hand slipped into his shirt. “Then tell me who is he?”


Yoochun grabbed jaejoong’s chin and holding it in place to make the smaller man had no choice but to look back at him.


“He..he is my ex..from high school”


“Is he taemin’s father? Yes or no?”


Jaejoong closed his eyes and nodded “Yes”


“I see, your baby has rich father” Yoochun grinned maliciously, at that time jaejoong know that yoochun has planning for this. Bad one. Yoochun rolled jaejoong onto his stomach, he began to shed jaejoong clothes. His hands continue to touch jaejoong.


Jaejoong bit his tongue until he can taste the blood in his mouth when yoochun began to push his way inside his body. He couldn’t help but cry out as he feeling the pain when he was taken roughly by yoochun.











Hi sha! i remember that you’re still underage and i consider for your age, i tried to make my fanfic put less smut scene ~ i want you to feel comfortable to read this story. Thank you for your comments sha, i love it all,  Good luck with your school \(^v^)/

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