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Yuntae On The Tour Bus \(≧▽≦)/

Hallelujah! Yuntae daebak!




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Warning : This is Yunho x Taemin (Yuntae) fanfic. Seriously if you dislike this pairing why do you even care to visit this blog? Whatever enjoy (It should be one shot but too long so I cut it into two parts) three parts XD gomen i’m too excited and edit some scene XD




Chapter 2/2    2/3



Pairing : Yunho x Taemin (Yuntae)


Author : Boongie


Special for my cute bff popo ;p nih wit kasih updateannya XD



Yunho fell in love with his best friend younger brother, Taemin. The problem is taemin only look at him as brother.









“Hyung! Yunho hyung!” Little taemin suddenly grabbed the older boy’s hand and asked to follow him.





“What happened taeminie?” asked yunho confused but he still followed little boy.




Then they stop at the big tree beside his house, he pointed at something “Hyung, help that kitty, he trapped in a branch” Taemin was near to tears.




At first yunho was little bit hesitant because the tree quiet high, but seeing how sad taemin when he saw that kitten make him felt helpless. He never wins against this cute little boy.




Yunho climbed the tree, he tried to rescue that little kitten. He got the kitten and put it in his arms, he slowly went down the tree but then he slipped off and fell on to the ground.




“Auchh ..” he shrieked in pain, his head hit the ground. The kitten runs away from his arms. Yunho glad that kitten is fine.





“Hyung..hyung..” Yunho heard taemin called his name and after that he passed out. He broke his arms, and spent whole week in his bed. When heechul visit him, taemin hide behind him, there is sorrow and guilty in his eyes.





“Taemin come here, don’t hide behind the door.. You said you want to meet yunho hyung?” Ask heechul.




Behind the door, Yunho saw little taemin standing there, shooking his head. “Taeminie don’t you missed me?” Yunho smiled to him. Taemin didn’t answered him.



The boy is sobbing.



Yunho get up from his bed and walked to him “Taeminie, I’m fine.. you don’t have to feel guilty because I want to save that kitten too”




“I’m sorry hyung.. I’m sorry” Yunho wiped his tears then hugged him with one broken arm. “It’s okay baby.. it’s okay”


..It’s okay..







Taemin giggling when he remembered it, it was happened in his young age when he around six. He always be such a spoiled baby around yunho. He sighed, he really missed yunho. How much longer he has to wait to meet him again.



Tonight he came home quite late, his mother asked him to buy something at the grocery store. He keep walking that night like he normally did. As he began to cross the street, he heard horn screeching as his body slammed on to the car.




It happened in short time, he didn’t even realize what’s going on. The last thing he remembered was the broken glass that rained down towards him. Then the screaming from a woman he never knew. People surrounding him and try to help him. The smell of gas filled the air as strong arms began to pull him out. There was a lot of blood, and it was coming from him, his forehead was bleeding he can feel it flow from his head. And after that, he passed out.








“Hyung ..“


Yunho turn his body towards the voice who called him.


“Taemin..?” he said surprised “When did you wake up?” He hugged the other boy into his embrace but the boy pushed him away. Yunho stared at him confused.


“Don’t touch me hyung.. “ Taemin said coldly.


“But why taemin? I don’t understand ..”Yunho approached him and tried to hold him again. “I.. I love you taemin”


Taemin stepped back, “I don’t ! I hate you hyung.. You’re the one who make me suffered like this, stay away from me!” He pointed at yunho, the boy’s face was very upset. When Yunho approached him, the boy had run away from him in the darkness.


“Taemin..!” He shouted






“Taemin!” Yunho opened his eyes, cold sweat dripping from his face. He looked around.


“Shit..” he cursed, “What a nightmare”



It was 06.30 in the morning. It was really really scary dream. For the first time in his life he felt thankful to alarm clock for waking him up.



He forgot that he is in his house now, heechul forbid him to stay a day longer in hospital since he hasn’t return home after he was comeback. “Two days is enough for you to look after him.. Now go home and have some rest for you, you don’t want to look like zombie when taemin wake up right?” that was what heechul said and after that he stop to argue with heechul and went back to his house.



He gets up from his bed and takes his morning shower. The cold water hit his head, he closed his eyes. He thought about the nightmare he had.



What if that dream come true..



What if taemin hate him ? What should I do if taemin doesn’t want to see me again after I hurts him



No.. I shouldn’t think it that far..



After that shower fresh, yunho got a call from Heechul said that Taemin had regained consciousness. He rushing to the hospital.



When Yunho got to the hospital, he saw heechul and his parents waiting outside the room.



“How is he chullie?” he blurted out



“We still waiting for the doctor to come out to explain it to us” heechul said, anxiety seen from his face.



Minutes later, the doctor came out from the room as he walked up to them.



“What’s wrong with Taemin?” Yunho grabbed the Dr by his shoulder, Heechul pulled yunho and asked him to calm down.



The doctor clears his throat “Patient Lee, he seems had lost his sight after the accident”



“What..” The four of them gasped, giving same reaction



“No!” screamed heechul’s mom as she began to cry. Heechul and his father hug her.



Yunho dumbfounded, tears began to roll freely down his cheek, his mouth widely open, his taemin, his baby taemin now will live forever in the dark. He will never see the world again.




His heart skipped, shoulders tensed when he heard taemin sobbing inside the room. Yunho stood at the door, watching the younger boy he loved cried.




“Mom, Dad was I blind?? Why can’t I see you” Taemin strangling grip on the bed sheets. Darkness enveloped everything around him.




His parents sobbing so hard, taemin get up from his bed but he tripped, he landed his face on the floor. He staggered to get up, Heechul help him but then taemin pushed his brother away from him.




After some struggling, taemin finally got to his feet. He looked around noticing that the world has changed, everything was nothing but black. He stood there and crying, his father tried to comfort him but heechul stop him. Taemin need time to adjust himself with his condition.




“Where are you mom” sobs “I can’t see you”



Taemin stunned, he froze in disbelief. Frustrated, he started to break all stuff nearby. Heechul runs to hold taemin body firmly when his younger brother getting hysterical.




His wrist bleeding because Taemin forced remove the infusion needle from his hand.





“Get out! Get out from here! Leave me alone!” He screaming, heechul almost lose his balance when taemin struggling to break free, heechul folded his hand behind his back. “I don’t want to live like this!! Let me die!”




Yunho was unable to move, his heart is broken when he see taemin hysterics like that. Nurses come close to taemin, heechul hold him tightly, Taemin finally settled down after they injected him. Heechul lays taemin body into the bed.





Can’t watch any longer, taemin’s mom collapsed, mr. lee carried her in his embrace. Heechul helped his dad.




“Yunho please watch taemin, ..”



Yunho nodded.




The nurses go after tidy up the messy stuff.




The younger boy lay on the bed, Yunho made quiet noise to make his presence known.




Taemin started to hyperventilate. Yunho looked at him and his eyes met taemin’s and stayed on him, but taemin staring blankly at him. Yunho walked toward him, his eyes never leaving taemin’s.




“Mom? Is that you?” he was a little tired and felt the feeling of suffocation



Yunho didn’t answer, taemin pouted his lips.



“Mom.. ?”he asked again.




Yunho sit on the edge of the bed. He caressed taemin’s cheek, it was pretty as ever. He looks like an angel.




Taemin take his hand and held yunho. His hand is shaking. He knew this hand, he knew this beautiful fingers. Taemin’s lips trembling as he started to notice who it was.




“Yunho that you?”




While taemin held his hand, yunho think he can’t hold his tears again. He tried so hard to make his voice steady. He leaning in just enough to whisper “It’s me taemin..”




“Hyung… “ Taemin gasping for breath and he started to cry. Yunho kissed him on his cheek and after that taemin went to sleep. He unconscious after heavily sedated. Yunho tighten up his grip and stay beside him.





“I’m sorry taemin, I’m sorry to make you sad, I promise I will never leave you again”






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Warning : This is Yunho x Taemin (Yuntae) fanfic. Seriously if you dislike this pairing why do you even care to visit this blog? Whatever enjoy (It should be one shot but too long so I cut it into two parts)




This fanfic for you @KimchiJungie 🙂 hope you doing great with your paper task and dedicated for you @choon because you always wrote yuntae fic for me yet I never made one for you XD/\XD



Pairing : Yunho x Taemin (Yuntae)



Author : Boongie



Chapter 1/2




Yunho fell in love with his best friend younger brother, Taemin. The problem is taemin only look at him as brother.







Yunho always love taemin since he was little. He was yunho’s best friend young brother, heechul, and they have known each other since they were small. Nothing he can say about taemin, he always be such a cry baby since they were a little.




As a baby, taemin was so attached to Yunho that his mother and his own brother heechul was confused why taemin always chose yunho instead of him, his real brother.




Yunho could still remember the first time they met, taemin was five years old that time and yunho was thirteen. It was on hot summer when he and his family just moved out to a house which two blocks away from yunho’s.




Yunho saw a moving truck coming down the street, curious he approaching the house to see it. He saw a boy around his age, but seems to be older than him and then he saw the father and mother. What a happy family, he thought.




When Yunho turn his body, there was a little kid who grabbing his shirt and glance at him with his puppy eyes.




He had long straight hair and plum pinky lips, his skin is fair and he has pretty eyes. Everything in him made everyone who saw him think he was a girl instead of boy at first.




“Candy..” he pointed at the lollipop yunho held in his hand.




Little taemin continued to watch him, but actually his eyes focused on the candy. He pouted his lips when yunho not giving his candy to him.




“Candy..!” He said again and now his eyes teary.




“Ah don’t cry, here here for you, please don’t cry okay” He give him new candy from his pocket, glad that he bought two candy before.





“Thanks” he picked the candy and run back to his parents. His parents looked up at yunho and bowed politely.




“Thank you” they smiled.




Yunho saw the boy waved his hand as he asked his mom to open the candy for him.




“Sorry for troubling you” the older boy came to him “By the way I’m Heechul, my family just move up to this neighborhood”




Yunho shakes his hand “I’m Yunho”




After that day, yunho become best friends with heechul. They play football and go to school together. Sometimes yunho ask heechul to help him in his homework especially math because he really bad at that subject. That’s why he often to come to his house. Everytime yunho come to heechul house, little taemin will hurriedly jump into him. He stubbornly sat on yunho lap, not moving though his mom tried to pulled him off. Then they will end up not doing their homework since taemin crying whole day if yunho not fulfill his wishes to play with him.




Taemin more and more clinging onto him, there was even a time when he fell off the bike when taemin tried to catch up with yunho and heechul in a race they had. Yunho felt guilty because of it. That day, he played with taemin whole night. Taemin didn’t let him home so he stayed in heechul house and sleep together with taemin. Taemin hold yunho hand tightly in his sleep.




As time passed, they grew up together, Yunho found himself that he always love the way taemin laughs or the way he bite his lower lips when he nervous and even the way he cries over some sad silly movie. He thought why all of the girls he dated never been cuter or prettier that taemin. Why he always compare them with taemin?




Yunho love him not only because he’s pretty as a boy but also because when taemin beside him, yunho feel so alive and loved. He noticed that his feeling towards him were slowly changing, is not only brotherly love. He started to thinking about taemin almost at night, dreaming that he and taemin can spend their time together all the time. He doesn’t want to let him go.




Yunho then realized that he is falling in love with his best friend little brother. He tried so many times to deny the feelings. Because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things he wanted to tell taemin but he can’t do it. He was scared to imagine what would happen if taemin knew his true feelings. Yunho was afraid of losing him, and he doesn’t want to disappointed heechul because maybe he’ll thought that yunho just using their friendship to get closer with taemin. He kept his feeling hidden, locking in the deepest place inside his heart. He promised himself that he’ll never tell taemin his feeling. Because taemin only to see him as hyung.




In the cold autumn in his 22, he saw taemin walking together with a girl. Heechul told him that she is sully, taemin girlfriend. Yunho couldn’t believe it at first, but to see how happy they were together breaking his heart into pieces. Yunho felt betrayed by taemin.
The next few days, Yunho tried to ignore taemin, scare that taemin may see pain in his eyes.




One day, when he on the way home after his college, yunho saw taemin again with that girl. They kissed in the street. Taemin blushed when he realized that yunho watched him, but yunho just pretended not too see them. His heart aches, he really wanted to push the girl from his side. It hurts him so much to see the boy he love for along time was now owned by someone else. That now taemin smiled because of someone else.




Yunho sighed, he knew that sully is pretty and she looks like nice girl and with taemin they make perfect couple. No reason for him to hate her.




Since that night he avoided taemin. Yunho never return his calls, even if taemin come to his house he wouldn’t see him. If they meet again on the street yunho will go to another direction right before taemin could approached him. It also hurts to do those things but yunho thought that this was the best way to forget him. Those months were tormenting, yunho realize he can’t avoided him all the time. As long as they still in same neighborhood, he will always meet him.




He whispered the words “I love you.. taemin” and then he decided to move to Busan after he graduated.




He works as accounting and never comeback to his hometown.




Heechul was scolded him because not saying proper good bye to him, yunho laughed as he heard the sounds of his best friend sobs through the phone.




Then they said nothing.




“Where is taemin..?” Yunho cut the silence between them




“He is in his room now, you know he was so upset because you didn’t told him that you’re moved, you have to see his face when your mother told him that you’re gone” Heechul paused “Why yun? Why you didn’t say anything to him it was okay for me but taemin, he always thought of you as his brother, he even love you more than me”




”I know.. maybe I sound selfish but.. “ another paused “But I have my own reason chullie, please tell him I’m sorry”




”You tell him by yourself, I don’t want to be part of it” Yunho chuckled and after that the phone was hung up.



Yunho put his phone on the table beside his bed, he buried his head on the pillow. He stared at the curved on his wall. Thinking how he turned to be such a selfish jerks like this. He shouldn’t hurt taemin, it was not his fault to fall in love with that girl.




It’s normal for a boy in taemin age to have a crush on a girl, or to kiss his girlfriend.




It was him who wrong from the beginning, he shouldn’t to fell in love with him. He shouldn’t to avoid him. Yunho notices how many times taemin tried to talking to him but he never gave him the chances to do so. The reason is because he was too afraid to hear that taemin will say that he love that girl not him.




It was a year after he left his hometown, yunho tried to start a new life with his works and his love. Many girls come into his life, beautiful, cute, smarts all of the girl want to be his lover. But his mind still thinking of taemin. He tried not to think of him but still he couldn’t stop himself from loving him. Taemin is become for something in his life, like he was the main reason why he was born in this world from the first place.




On the day of his work day, yunho usually spend his lunch break in cafeteria, he loves the view from this place, he can clearly see the city from here. He put the spoon back when his phone vibrates.



It was heechul.




“Chullie?” he said confused when heechul call him suddenly.



“Yun..”he sobs “could you please come back here, I’m begging you?”



“What happened chullie?” he getting more and more confused.




“Please yun.. please for taemin” his voice cracking, and after that he hung up the phone. He tried to call heechul back but the phone couldn’t be reached.





Did something happen with taemin? His mind snapped at the thought. He called his mother hoping that maybe his mom knew what exactly happen.




But his mom didn’t say anything, she just said “Just home as soon as possible, taemin needs you”




God please tell me he was okay




Yunho buy first ticket and rushed to the airport to his hometown. As he got off the plane, he went to heechul house directly, desperate to see taemin, to hug him then tell him that he missed him and that he loved him for a long time.




Yunho arrived at their house, he saw taemin’s mom there.




“Auntie.. “ Yunho bowed, he lacks of oxygen as he tried to breaths after running from here and there. She didn’t smiled, yunho never see her like that before. Dark circles around her eyes, and her face look so exhausted.  All yunho saw was sadness in her eyes. She hugs yunho and cried in his chest “Taemin.. he had an accident yun..”




“What..” His body shaking after he heard it, tears run down his cheek.




Yunho stand there, with heechul and his parents, he come to the hospital. He dropped on his knees when he saw taemin lying there unconsciously. Taemin look skinnier than the last time yunho met him.




The beeping sounds coming from the mechine, echoing through the room as sign for everyone that taemin still alive.




Three days ago, taemin got a hit by a car in his way home. After that he never opens his eyes again. Yunho couldn’t believe at what he saw and desperately tried to convincing himself that it was just a nightmare and he would wake up soon. He closed his eyes and counting until 10, but when he opened his eyes, he still see taemin, with a mask on his face to help him breathing and an infusion inserted into his skin through the needle that made his fragile wrist turn into a purple.




It’s real, everything he saw is real, those bruises in taemin body, those bloods that stained in his lower lips. It’s real.




Yunho stared at taemin in disbelief with his eyes searching for explanations and he slowly started saying crying “Taemin.. taemin I’m here.. I’m here.. please open your eyes” This time yunho want to let him know his true feelings for him, he couldn’t keep it anymore.




“Taemin.. I’m sorry .. please don’t be like this.. open your eyes please..” Yunho hold taemin hand tightly, his visions blurred because of the tears that flooded his eyes.










He stayed there beside taemin whole night. Next morning he wake up after the bright light that coming through the curtain hit his eyes.





“Morning yun” he open his eyes widely, hoping that it was taemin, but taemin still hasn’t open his eyes. Yunho smiled bitterly, he looked at the man beside him, his best friend heechul.




“Morning” heechul pat his shoulder ”Where is your parents chullie?”




“I sent them back home, they need to rest” yunho nodded.




Heechul pull out the chair and sit beside yunho.




“You should to go home first yun, you still had jet lag from your flight, have proper rest in your house”




He shook his head “No, I want to stay here”




Heechul sigh, he is the one who asked yunho to come home and he felt guilty for troubled him. But heechul knew, if he didn’t told yunho, this man will angrier at him if something really bad happen and yunho is the last to know.



Because he really love taemin, though sometimes he thought yunho love for his dongsaeng more than just brotherly love.




“I don’t know should I give you this or not.. ”.




“What is this?” Yunho pointed at the letter in heechul hand.




“The nurse give me this, she said she found it in taemin pocket when the accident happen.. there was your name on it so I think that was for you” Heechul handed him the letter, realized that maybe it was something important, he left yunho alone with taemin.



Yunho gulped, there was taemin’s blood in the envelope, he opened it with shaking hands and started reading it..



Hyung.. I know, I’m a coward because I can’t tell you what I feel directly. And maybe after you read this letter you will more hate me.




 I just want to tell you that I feel very happy that I meet you. You always be hyung for me, you always protect me. The happiest day of my life was when you were beside me.




Every time you held my hand, it felt like my dream coming true that I can be with you forever. I love you so much that I even many times tried to fool myself that you love me too. But I know, you just looked at me as your dongsaeng.




Many things I did to make you fall in love with me, I purposely date the girl to make you jealous. That night.. I knew you will come home with your usual route, so I just bring her there, I want you to see me kissed her.




You had that pain look in your eyes and I thought because you were jealous. I imagine that after I did it, you’ll tell me that you love me too. But I was wrong, it never happened. I just make it worse.




You continuously avoided me, I felt the world crushing on me. I felt so much pain hyung.




So many times I tried to approaches you and i wanted to tell you… how much I loved you but you never give me chance. Sometimes I wonder did you avoid me because you know what I did.




I came to your house and your mom said you’re gone. I can’t stop crying that day to face the reality that I have to wake up in the morning without you around me anymore. Every time I dreamed of you at night afraid to think that you’re out there with another girl. I can’t bear to see you with another girl, I just want you all to myself.




I’m pathetic hyung, I’m selfish brat who wants to have you for me alone.




Now you know the real me, I won’t blame you if you hate me. I just want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.




I’m so sorry hyung. I’m sorry that I love you.





Yunho felt his tears falling as he folded the letter, he really want to let taemin know that he love him as much as he did for him. Yunho wants taemin to know that he love him more than anything in this world. He put taemin hand and place it in his cheek, he continued crying softly




“I love you taemin, I love you, I love you..” he whispered






















Continue to next chapter ~You better give me comment because I’ll put password in my next chapter *evil laugh XD

Yes it’s gonna be happy ending, but let see i’ll make you feel yuntaeism in my next chap

With love ~Boongie

Yuntae @ Dream Concert Part 3


cr: LeePlay


omooo they start to show their affection :3


Yuntae @ Dream Concert Part 2

Yunho : “Taemin is mine” Glared

Taemin : “Ah hyung..” blushed




Minho : ..what the…

YunTae @Dream Concerts~

by: sweething